FOREVER AFTER

To love someone who had hurt you and playing with your heart its not easy to love them back like before . Its take a time to love you back and trust you again . Its hurt to think about between you and me but start from now I try my best to put you in my hearts back . its not easy to love you back and give all of my heart back to you because it just NOT EASIER and Trust me . sometimes I fucking love you and sometimes fucking hate you . I'm stuck with a moments my dear hmm . Why can you stay with the girl you know before . Why hunny ? Hmm you love so so strong to me . I miss the old you :( fucking miss this mannn . Allah if this guys is the best way to be my future husbands show to me he not games me back like before because start from now I learnt do not check on him again . This is my swear . If he do this mistakes again Allah please remaind him I forgive for everything he don't to me for a twice but I will never forget what he had done to me and please let him know . He should let me go to others guys who will take on me very well . Thiss is my swear . Biy I loveyou sorry for everything I was did to you . I know its hust to you to accepts this .

Now , Alham you and me have a good day together . bie pliss don't play with a games because im not interesting to play with your stop dummies games . ALERT ! Now please hold you promise very well . mulakan hidup baru bersama b tersayang :) B baby selalu doa everyday kita akan bersama insyallah . I wish you are my last person . Aminnn :) B take care key dkt college nnt tak mauu gatalll ! Ingat awak tu saya punya bolehh ? b klu awak ada hati dkt ex awak pegi lah saya tak akan marah cuma please jujur je . klu tak sepak awak kangg . Haha , even every week b balik pun rasa rinduu sgt2 ishh mcm mne ? hmm klu bole nk je story psal mion tu ? how sweet thiss guys . okey latter I cerita key pnat lah menaipp . kbye muahh Muhd salman

Sayang

Dear hunny :) if you're read my blog im too sucprice for you biy <3 i love you sayang until we know each other since form 3 so long right ? Mesti semua tertanya mcm mane kitaorg boleh kenal . Act still remember 2010 haha time tu kan dunia myspace tgh hangat now org semua dkt muka buku but i dont care lah . Haha ingat lagi time tu dia hantar pesanan comment dkt kita ^^ time tu baru je lepas breaks dalam hati ni mmg tak nak ada org lain lagi but si mamat ni ayat dia mencair kan hati ku . Cewahh ^^ kembang latew eh biy ?  First mmg tak nk bg tp dia paksa and kesiann sbb ckp nk off tp tk off berusaha nk dpt kan last last dapat juga number Anak pak cik Roslee ni :) then taxt , call bagai but i slot him very higher everyday tak pernah patah semangat untuk ckp 'you jum couple' everyday tau klu lelaki lain dah kene reject love diaorg mesti cari org lain then stop taxt girl tu . but he so diffrent with other guys i know yeah he so diffrent men and im to grateful to god :) until now we still together . Alhamdulillah

sampai lah meet tarikh ni 09062010 first date , first couple kita org and im so glad for it sayang . But ada ke patut i kene tunggu dia dkt cs tu ? Ishh ! Teruk kan dia first date dah dtg lambat but its okey :) first time meet bertentang mata . Haha so funny then i tak pernah rasa jadi seorg girl yg luck gila . Korg nak tahu tak mcm mane dia mintak couple ? A guess what ? He so gentle men guys . ingat lagi dkt depan adidas but skg dah tk ada  kedai tu . Kitaorg ddk depan tu then dia turus pegang tgn i tanpa gagap or neves dia ckp before dia ckp kwn dia mengajing aku tau . Geram aku dgn hafiss haha

Hafis: eh kata first date nk couple?
Me: haha , ntah lahh nyahh
Man: youu , i nak couple dgn you . Tgk time , tgk tarikh now you jadi milik i boleh?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! First mmg tak tahu nak ckp ape , sbb dia ckp terus terang tanpa tergagap yelahh first meet dia da ajak couple then a guess what i say ? I say 'yes' then sweet gila bila time dia petik bunga kat tepi bagi i . Haha comil sgt time tu :) if i can flashback the moments when im with you i wanna share to the world how happy i am . Then hafis kacau lah salam tgn man ckp tahniah and sah sah di kahwin dgn anak sarjan roslee :). Bestnya time tu biy . Awak ingat lagi tak ? Mesti awak tak ingat kan sygg ? Tak apa lahh biar i je ingat time tu sbb i je rasa i seorg je felt that way kan biy ? Hmm

Now kitaorg dah 2 year 6 months dah nak masuk 3 years dah . Cepat je masa tu lalu kan sygg ? Standart lah bila dah lama sgt syg , setia mesti ada org ke tiga nak amek awak kan ? Tp selagi kita boleh stay i stay with you sayang :) dont worry key . Now bila kita dah 18 tahun i wanna grow up and  i wanna be so mature person dah tak nak jadi budak kecik tak bagi you keluar , tak bagi you taxt girl lain now i think i lepas kan semua tu tp ingat jgn nk lebih lebih eh kau . Sepak kau kang . Haha yg pting dia tak sama mcm lelaki lain yg aku kenal . Dia lain ntah lah kenapa bila nak tinggal kan syg , nk pegi cari lelaki pun tak boleh . Dia tak halang but ntah lah maybe dia pakai minyak dagu kut . Haha :p tp bila bercerita psal relay aku dgn man kat org lain diaorg mst shock sbb kita org lama sgt . You selalu ada masa untuk i kan sygg ? Even nak pegi kerja ke ? Duit tk ada still nk cari semata mata nak call and taxt i . Berhenti kerja then tuisyen sama dgn i kita study sama sama masa nak dkt spm :) Ya allah rindunya time tu sygg :) *lap air mata even i selau pukul you , sepak manja , maki marah tp selama kita bersama tak pernah sekali pun you maki , marah or pukul i . Why syg ? Selalu tanya diri i . I sll buat you sedih tp you tk pernah pun . You selau ada untuk i happy btw biy i happy sgt sbb kita still sama even selau gaduh sbb i yg suka cari psal . I wish you married me soon . Haha Aminnnn muhd salman <3 panjangnya cerita ni aku type tp rasa tk penat pun utk story psal syg aku ni :)